Stomachache is getting intense. The doctor's appointment is more than two months away. I really need to find ways to release my stress. I like to keep myself busy, but too many things on my plate actually makes me paralyzed, not energized & motivated. And there are foreseeing changes in the near future. Can I handle them well? Can I steer the ship? Walking away is definitely not an option for me, but I need all the comrades to be with me so the ship can be sailed smoothly.